This evening I found out someone I knew committed suicide this morning. It hurt my heart because I never knew that he was in that much pain and anguish. All I could think of is could I have said something to move him away from this drastic outcome. Then I think about the times I have had that same thought. The thought that all I have to do is this one thing and all my problems will go away. It's usually a passing thought because I think of all the people who I would hurt, the lives I would miss, the things I would not be able to accomplish. I think my fighting spirit always gets in the way of me losing my life. I guess my faith in God has always kept me pushing. I'm sad a friend lost his life, but it also makes me cherish mine. No matter who leaves me, or calls me weak, or hates me, or hurts my feelings will never push me to the edge. I am stronger than what people think and I will triumph no matter what. My life is what I make it and since I know I'm going to die one day, I will choose to make the best of it!!!
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