Another day, another.............

This song is definitely describing my life at the moment. It's moving at such a fast pace that I feel as though I have no one to run to. It's not even about having a man, it's just about having someone to give me comfort, or to pat me on the back and say you're okay, or just to give me that reassuring hug that helps you relax and all the troubles go away. Yes my family does that, but they have their own "cares of the world". I guess just being this for everyone else is killing me. I'm really not trying to but some times I feel as though I'm holding the world together for everyone else. Right now I'm at the point where I'm looking at God and screaming out HELLLLPPPP at the top of my lungs and nothing is being done. I'm tired of my job, I'm tired of coaching, I'm tired of being the rock. Maybe this is the point where God wants me to be. I feel He keeps telling me "Girl, it's not your job to keep the world going, that's MY JOB", but I keep doing the same exact thing. One day I'll learn, but until then I will keep asking God for help and energy to push me through.