Finally Gone

So he has finally let me go. The one who keeps popping in and out of my life every three years. I'm hoping this time it's permanent. I can't take the roller coaster. I'm finally ready to get off and enjoy real love. Not the conditional crap he used to push me. The "if you do something I don't like then it's over" type love, never mind I was willing to give up everything for him. He could never see that. He was too busy trying to keep himself wrapped in the enigma of "HIM". To busy trying to keep others out that he never truly let me in, and now it's finally over. I'm free to be me and enjoy love with someone who actually cares. With someone who really knows me and accepts me for who I am. No more waiting and hoping, no more wishing and praying. I actually prayed and told God if it wasn't his will to cut it off. I'm happy to say today, at this moment, I exhaled a sigh of relief and release. Life is great!!!